It was yesterday… I was alone at home, my parents having left on vacation, I did not risk anything. I had not seen my ex for more than three months. We remained two years together, or rather a year and nine months. It left me for another, but that did not prevent us from continuing to have reports/ratios for three months…

One day, we very stopped and for better detaching us one of the other we avoided speaking to us. And here is that three months after we discuss again together. At this time, the need to re-examine to us was strongest and we agree on a meeting. It is always with his girlfriend then I prevent it that it will not occur anything, that it is as a friend that it comes to the house.

It is 16:00 when it arrives, one gives the north wind. One discusses a little all and nothing. One avoids speaking about his girlfriend, of us… One speaks about my nephew, I show him the photographs which I took. He sat in front of the computer, me on the bed. One discusses and before I can realize anything here it is beside me on the bed, it lengthens… It tries me… One remembers the moments spent together, in these places… It is so far and so near at the same time… The memories do not attack us, I do not want any more but one thing: to lengthen me and be in its arms…

- Pay to! You me tents, with being lengthened thus!

- Did Ah ouais? And you want to do what?

- To lengthen, put my head to Me on your belly… as a friend…

- Ben, does not obstruct you!

I settle, I feel his hand which starts to cherish me… I take again my spirits and rectifies me.

- Stops, one cannot! Think of Julie…

- I think of it, but there it is with you that I am.

I lie in my turn, but I move away from him as much as possible and then without preventing it is found above me and embraces me, I push back it and it continues. I feel his hand to slip under my tee-shirt, its mouth seeks mine and finds it. One embraces oneself to lose breath, our breaths are short, our languages chamaillent oneself… They is so good to be found in its arms, to feel that its love is always there… My good resolutions fell to water, I feel well that I will not resist… Its lips leave mine, traverse my neck, go down on my chest… It raises my top, cherishes me the centres. It knows my weaknesses, it knows how to make me yield to all its desires, it uses and misuses it… I hate it!

I feel his mouth to traverse each piece of my body, but I know also that it will stop soon… it will not go down low, it forever made it… and, gained! it stops, leaving me frustrated! It will not be left there like that, I did not say my last word! I put it on the back, it rectifies myself, it removes me my tee-shirt and unhooks finally my bra. I take off his tee-shirt to him, I plate it on the bed and I undertake to redécouvrir this body which was mien during so a long time, this body which I with another… this body which I divide missed during these long months… I know that it is the last time that I touch it, that I yield… I know that this afternoon is the last… Our bodies say good-bye as our hearts did it a few months ago…

I hear it groan when my lips effleurent its chest, I am in extreme cases of his Jean, I play with him. He knows that I will peel off his Jean, he awaits only that and I know it… Of a blow, I go up to seek his lips… It gives me on the back and undertakes to demolish my Jean, I feel feverish in his arms, I shiver. I rectify myself and in my turn I peel off his Jean… There does not remain to us each one more but one rampart… One embraces oneself with passion, one lost control… I feel his hands everywhere on me, and from a blow one of them will be placed in my crotch, gently he cherishes me and I groaned… I feel to melt… He returns to me insane.

When I feel his finger to penetrate me, I contract myself, but I in redemande… I feel a second then a third finger which penetrate me… hum… they are so good! He starts a slow to and from… I will not hold a long time! I rise I will extinguish the light. When I am turned over, I see his eyes which devour me… I remove my string, it then begs me to join it while removing his pants. I cannot resist a long time any more and I take in mouth the object of my desires… I start a to and from which makes it groan, I hear his sighs which say some long… Its fingers cherish my anus then go down again towards my clitoris… I stop to enjoy this moment, it begs to me to begin again, then my language plays with his nipple, I give small blows of language, that dissolves it… And there, as in a dream I intend it to claim one 69… Without me to make request, I put myself in position! Its language makes me an insane good, I do not manage more to think of another thing… I suck it of more beautiful… I take really my foot. To suck already much pleasure gets to me, but that it deals thus with me…! I would like that lasts indefinitely, but I intend it to think to withdraw me… that it comes… And against any waiting, I continue. I always refused and today I do it of my own initiative. I will not lose any drop. The taste surprises me, my throat is tightened, but I swallow all and I clean well his sex which was still going to be useful to us… In spite of this completely promising introduction, I remained on my hunger!

I settle in his arms and we discuss a little. We speak about all, him, his/her girlfriend… Some share I feel badly with respect to it, but him of fout… He even speaks to remain together thereafter… I did not want to discuss all that, I did not want to return in such a play, I did not want to divide it. One still embraced oneself and still and the desire took again the top. When it penetrated me, an immense wellbeing seized us. And for the first time for a long time he murmured me one “I love you” which I will remember…

He starts a to and from which he accelerates progressively. I clutch myself with cloth, it more and more extremely tightens me against him. Our dance lasts one moment before it left; I put it on the back and impales me on him. This interruption does nothing but increase our desire, our pleasure. We would give all so that this moment lasts an eternity, so that time stops turning… I even beg it to sodomize myself, I always liked this penetration, was too not to him for… It finds a compromise of most pleasant and the anus cherishes me. One of its fingers penetrates in my intimacy, then a second. I do not resist a long time this treatment and a first orgasm invades me. I clutch myself with his wrists and the greenhouse. I do not leave it eyes, he sees me taking pleasure and turns over once again me. I find myself under him, his heat increases further. It goes more and more far, more and more extremely… and I like that! Soon I feel his sperm to be spread in me, it remains a little in the same position then deviates…

I remain in his arms, happy and serene. Around us, there is not a noise. Its lips explore my neck, find my cheeks… It feels a tear.

- Is My chip, what there?

- One would ever have had…

- Stops, one wanted of it.

- But, you think of Julie? It is disgusting!

- Julie, I like it, but, you, you are in me!

- Stops. We two, it is finished.

- You are saying what to me?

- That it was the last time… We two, it was brilliant, but you are with it, more with me. I would not support to divide you. I will not become again your mistress. One is ex, friends. I will never forget what one lived, you are my first love and you will remain it, you will be always in me! You are my best friend, my big brother and that stops there. I want to see you only as a better friend.

- You are sure?

- Yes.

- I suppose that it is better thus… I love you, but I believe that one day I will thank to you for doing what you are making…